Awareness of awareness comes from awareness itself. The “I” self can never achieve awareness because it is only a thought. Once we “see” that thought is helpless to elicit the timeless non-state, we are still, and so is the world. Stillness is an autonomy wherein awareness is aware of itself being total and complete. It is not a state we enter and leave. Thoughts related to the ultimate come from the ultimate. There is no need to drop them. Bow to them!
What is noticed?