At the gateway to the core of our being, is an existential angst or disillusionment where most (99%) of spiritual seekers back off from, totally stop, or conceptualize the inquiry into the truth of our essential nature. Disillusionment is where we bump up against the gap between how lacking and limited we judge ourselves to be, compared to an idealized version of self or the progress of others. There is also the stark reality that who we long to be will never be achieved. Disillusionment is the proving ground or gate-less gate, where all ideas of self inevitably fall away. All along, the one that is looked for, is actually the one that is looking. How do you continue to avoid or push away disillusionment?  What strategies keep you mired in patterns of behavior that really only replace one conditioned belief with another?

1) What do I mean by the above statement? How can you apply this quote to your life?

2) How does this statement about Disillusionment! apply to, or change the essence of "your life"? How is it significant?

(Please sit with this for a while. Surrender to the energy evoked by the statement and resist looking for the answers. Please do not post a theoretical spiritual response)

How does this quote apply to your every day living experience.
Please resist the urge to entertain theories about this quote – what is
the direct experience of what I am inviting you to explore!