April 2021 — Shamanic Meditation Studies – Wanderings!
My body/mind went trough another trio of lightening strikes earlier this week. This time all three seizures were internalized within my current seventy-one year old body, but also felt and experienced by my fourteen year-old self.
Both versions of me had a heightened awareness of my commitment to live life as a healer. I had been thinking about the movie: "It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World," which I saw in my local movie the week it came out, in November 1963. I switched back and forth from first and third person perspectives, as I had remembered doing at the time.
Knowingly choosing to use my body/mind as a healing tool was an eye opener. The more I took in, the more there was available to use. Both then and now.
This month, I will continue to post a series of homework exercises designed to bridge the gap between our beliefs about what what is possible, and our own direct experience of the nature of reality.
1. On my YouTube site there are four videos at the end of my Shamanic Meditation Studies playlist. Please invest at least 15 minutes viewing "Third Eye Opening Binaural Beat." The point of working with this particular audio/visual is to allow the movement of life to come to, and through you! Take in the feel of being the object of attention. Part two is to sit in a room in your house and allow the flow of energy to effortlessly flow through. Post what you experience.
2. We need to establish some common ground. I will offer out exercises designed to stop looking at life from an egocentric perspective (similar to the conversation between Krishna and Arguna).
3. While walking through a room, consciously allow the room to move through you. Who we think we are is totally unequipped to handle this shift in attention. Post what you experience.
There will be several sequential exercises to play with this month. Imagine that you are God bored with eternal bliss and you consciously decide to play a game of hide and seek. What bread crumbs have you left along the path to "remind yourself of your True Nature?" Play with all of the exercises as they arise!!
Thank you Cherise for sharing your amazing healing journey and the status of your friend.
Thank you all for sharing your healing journey experiences. The journey on Thursday was profound. I could intimately feel the healing flowing both up an down my spinal column. It is still a bit strange to feel like I am in two places at the same time. But, it felt right because both circles valued the significance of circles in our lives.
Thank you, Cherise and all who have shared their journey experiences. A healing prayer will be sent.
Riding the second Covid shot Wave today, and was having fun outside last night looking into a darkening sky. I swear I was seeing energy swirling like tiny fireflys in spirals in front of me. It was mesmerizing. The sore arm, & body aches, all tell me it’s working!
What an amazing and healing on Saturday. Loved the visuals and feel of riding horses across a bridge during the journey. Entering the village was like being welcomed home.
What at first appeared to be an unknown place from long ago, filled with classic characters, changed the instant “I” made eye contact with a “villager “. There was the realization that we were not strangers at all. As the villagers welcomed us, bringing in all elements, I watched one villager’s hand and arm turn into sparkly energy. Clearly regardless of form, we are all energy and were being welcomed into a circle of highly evolved healers. Visuals were replaced by colors, the physical sense of being tapped on the arm and receiving a very powerful energetic healing. I sensed we all were.
11 puppies running free for the first time. Best back ache I’ve had in years!
Healing Circle last night… all the elements were present, starting with Keshav bringing in the wind that fueled the light of fire. Donna’s experience was mine too, a circle of golden light though all of us, and we all held hands to close that first journey. I had brought both my horses with me, and had actually grabbed my circle of their mane I have on my alter for grounding, before you mentioned riding in on a horse, so I held that all night.
I poured small cups of healing water for each of us in the village at first entry, bowing to all that were there, the presence was so powerful. Then we each had some kind of standing Peruvian alter with natural waterspout pouring out, and Keshav was first to be cleansed, then we all followed with healers attending. There were tiny crystals all over the ground sparkling which brightened as the healing progressed. Dancers were in each journey, and at the end I held onto the ball of energy to bring with us, and made some healing motion to remember.
I did picture a huge pile of puzzle pieces in your living room to ground you, but we also flamed a large fire with our hands to keep the light bright! Namaste. Love.
Thank you all for the healing support yesterday! More to come.
The third eye opening meditation was an amazing experience for me in the shifts of energy seeming to coincide with changes in thoughts. I noticed that the spaces between the light energy got larger as it progressed! Like the space between thoughts increasing the longer I sit in silence. As far as sitting with the energy of the room flowing through me I notice that I am that energy. No separation from it.
Happy Birthday Diane!
Thank you all for the healing support. It still remains challenging for me to balance consciousness in three different places, and at three separate times. All of those separate realities are also flowing together.
My heart called out to a hawk who was flying above. I sent greetings and asked the hawk to bring some healing energy to Keshav. As I was communicating this, the hawk stopped flying and just hovered above me. I could see the hawk’s tail moving up and down as she remained in the same spot. Hawks will hover like that when they see something but instead of diving down to hunt, as soon as we finished talking, she began to fly again. Circling back once more then on her way.
Happy Birthday Missy!
While out in my yard, cleaning gardens, I kept being stopped by ghostly leaves silently dancing in circles … I wondered if it could be more then that…
I do believe, I do believe, I do I do I do!
I notice an intense relaxation when I allow the energy in the room to flow without effort. The space feels immensely expansive, and my body starts to ride the energy. My willingness to be hijacked seems to correlate with how much freedom I can handle in the moment. So simple , but no stories allowed.
3. Walking through the room I was able to perceive that the room was moving through me by using my peripheral vision. Perhaps we were moving through each other.
First attempt: listened for forty minutes. I think it would have been more effective if I had used my computer instead of my IPad. It was a pleasant experience but lots of mind chatter. Checked the assignment again and realized I overlooked the part about being the object of attention. The buzz reminded me of the sound I hear when coming out of a Vaso vagal syncope episode, but not quite the same tone. I can’ t say I felt energy moving through me, but throughout parts of my body, stronger in some places than others. Will try again tomorrow.